The level of difficulty and struggle we suffer in life is proportional to the depth of our lack of understanding our true identity and purpose.
Matthew 6:33
“But seek first the kingdom of God and his righteousness, and all these things will be added to you.”
It is vital to endeavor to discover your truth.
There is knowledge that religion, philosophy and science all agree upon that is not taught in school or preached in churches, the knowing of which will change your life and set you free.
You need to look for it.
When the student is ready, the teacher will appear. Until that time it will all just seem like white noise, blah blah blah.